Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Severe Back Pain Blows

Well I live in this constent state of pain from either my back or my migraines. ITs great to be me.  On Saturday at a Birthday party my back decided to take a crap and I mean crap. I am now walking in a S formation, my upper back and head lean to the right while my lower back and hip shift to the left. Its pretty cool(NOT).

Well I went to bed that nite woke up and the pain was not there so I figure I was good to go. I was sadly mistaken, I was  back in pain that night screaming in agony. I would rather have kids again then have that pain. So Monday we go to the ER. Only to sit for four hours and to be told it is my sciatica. BULLSHIT! In this much pain, that I would go to the ER, where I never want to go bc I am always told some kinda BULLSHIT! Like my migraines are just in my head etc....

So now I am trying to get into see an Ortho doctor and I need a referral, and my PCP wont call me back so I switched to a new doctor and have an appt on July 5th. By that time I will either not have the pain or it will be right back to were it was. I am hoping it will b either just as bad or worse. I was only given pills for 5 days and they are not really working so I have to take them sparingly just to make it thru. 

Why is this my life, I cannot catch a break. As for JB he had his 3 hr appt with the Workers Comp doctor yesterday. Hopefully that gets approved and we get 9 months of back pay. We can pay down some bills and move on with our horrible life. I need to find him a new job. This FED EX crap sucks, well the being a hired freelancer sucks. No benifits, he has to load his truck and not get paid for it and having Sun and Mon off kinda blows, bc the rest of the world works on Mon.

We need to move our crap from Midlo and are getting no help from my rents but hey why would I expect their help I am not the precious child.  but that is another story.

Monday, June 18, 2012

How time flies.....and then u cant remember what happened.

I know I know, its been a long time since I posted, hey life gets you. With having moved into my rents house, having a kid drop out of preschool, husband finally find a job, and summer break starting a lot has happened.

On the home front, we have not finished moving the house in Midlo, but have started taking crap to a storage unit. Its a long process and with JB only off Sun and Mon it makes it a lil harder. Cant have the my dad watch the girls on Mon bc its too hard for him. So we have to try and do it on Sundays, but it was fathers day and who wants to spend all that time moving.

Also just a thought on June 17th that would have been Amelia's birthday if she had decided or I decided to keep her in my tummy. But who knows she could have been 10lbs by then.  Since her days of dropping out, she has since decided she wants to return to school for Kindergarten.  When it was time for Elizabeth's last days she realize that she would not graduate with her friends and that she would not be able to go to KG, I reassured her that is not the case, but it gave the kick in the ass that she missed school. So that is good thing. We also got a uniform from JB's cousin, bc they have taken their kids out of the school.

And I completely understand why, but I am going to at least get Amelia thru KG and then decide after that. I am hoping that maybe dumb ass principle has figured it out why people are leaving. But I am going to make a strong effort to call the Archdioce and Public Health this year. It was just a horrible epidemic of health concerns last year, and I learned all to late about them. Because trust me I know what exactly to say to Public Health to get them to go in rapidly.

On JB getting a job its awesome, but at the same time sucky, no benifits, long hours and only gets paid to deliver the packages not load them on the truck. But its nice having some income.

I also just had to make a birthday hat for JBs cousins kid for his 1st birthday. I hope they like it. It is my biggest fear and reason I do not sell my crap, who is going to like it.


Thats really all I have right now, but I am sure something stupid or crazy will happen soon, so I will get back to you on that.